everywhere on the internet now (well the 5 or so sites we mostly visit lol) is just crammed with ads. Like being stuck in a nightmare thoroughfare of salesmen throwing stacks of leaflets at your head omg i dont want fucking hair straighteners right now!!!!!!. How did we allow this, when i’m 75 years old i’m gonna spend any spare time protesting about it this has to change

I don’t understand when people have like multiple wedding guest outfits or ‘wedding season’. How many weddings does the average person go to. I think i have no social life coz this isn’t a thing for me loool

I hate when i Consider things and it makes me really sad. I wanna read more graphic novels does anyone have any recommendations. Going to shower for work now. I deleted all my other social media so even though i absolutely hate the tumblr app user experience, i’m back (wow ominous. ‘Back’ to post three sentences and like 7 posts a day. Craaaaaazy). I need somewhere to scroll!!! Lol

had to deactivate my instagram because constantly being reminded that i’m not really part of my friendship group anymore is too depressing. I have no friends, it is what it is

why do i get so many embarrassing (to me) quoted texts on here like ‘love me fully like i am made of oxygen and violets’ in like black and white image… i hate that crap!!! (Suggested pages, i dont follow). what version of me brought this pith into my feed. The word pith is really funny, like piss lisp. Lol

An additional Edit from 4 mins later: I was on the ‘for you’ tab… my bad. Pith up the walls

watching someone play fears to fathom, wanting to bake a cake. these moments have no significance but then that’s most of my life. i feel so many different frustrations right now but feelings are ever changing so i find it tedious to name every one

greeniery:

does anyone feel the layer of plexiglass between themselves and the rest of the world or is that just a me thing

Lol i was just saying to someone how it feels like i walk around in a giant bubble that i don’t know is there, like everything around me is a badly rendered graphic and no objects have any depth. I think it is just to do with dissociating/scanning for danger. Or i really am in a huge plastic bubble separated from everything which tbh could be useful

Start new job tomorrow!!!! Someone save me!! Will be there for 10 hours omg. Gonna be nervous all day today in anticipation… this is so cringe x

Truly sometimes the ‘x’ … ‘Discard’ is the warmest hug of all. It’s ok… you can shut the fuck up ❤️